Wednesday, December 23, 2009
I cannot create good music.
I cannot do well for my academics.
I cannot play well for sports.
I cannot sing well at all.
Now I cannot even do sales.
Today's a flop.
What then, can I do?
Sigh.
Depressed once again.
Things haven't been going my way for months.
I guess I deserve it.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 10:31 PM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
The 25 MOSTs that happened in 2009 to me.
Coming soon, only in this blog.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 12:12 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
DAMN IT LAH.
STUPID BOSS SENT ME TO AND***** PRIMARY AGAIN.
I still feel so lonely.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 6:36 PM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
ORIENTATION
1338 sales!
Though sales target= 3000, I guess it's still fine.
So tiring.
Now it's retail -.-
Lord give me the strength.
I'm working for a reason.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 4:08 PM
Friday, December 18, 2009
Invisible
The school I've worked in and hate the most thus far is And***** Primary.
The people there (except the GO and HOD people) have no respect for others. Seriously.
Treat us salespersons who go all the way there to even compete with Nike and Addidas brands just because of some stupid phone calls from parents enquiring about our school sports shoes like dirt.
Okay, not even like dirt. Dirt exists.
They treat us all like invisible people that do not exist in this world.
If you all have no respect at all for us salespersons, why ask us to come to your school to waste our breath and resources selling to you all only to face such a high rejection rate from you all?
That you all didn't even look me or my sales personnel in the eye or at least at our direction when we all speak.
Come on you all get to earn so much from our discounted products that are selling at Popular, Robinsons and even Carrefour at super high prices.
It's to your welfare; why can't you all at least give your thanks to our efforts like parents of other schools?
Seriously it's a terrible waste of resources and time there.
Whether it's a waste or not doesn't matter.
Today was depressing especially for me in solo because everyone showed no respect at all.
Even the most basic respect for a human; it was just not there.
That happened to my sales personnel too.
You think we were all there for money?
WE WERE THERE TO HELP YOU ALL SAVE MONEY.
I cannot care less anymore.
I'm going to sleep.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 12:00 AM
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Ultimately Shi Min added only Alpha in Facebook.
Haha, expected.
I've been so nice the whole 2 weeks.
Alpha only appeared once in those days of the weeks.
Sometimes.
I think it's just about affinity.
Whereas some take very long to get close to one person, others need just a few hours or days to do the same.
Haha. Time to go for work.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 6:55 AM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Haha. Hilarious.
This blog is as dead as me.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 9:31 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Must hold on.
Must really keep firing on.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 9:50 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
People will forget me sooner or later.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 11:59 PM
Breakneck Speed
Let it all progress to the very end.
We'll see by then what happens at the end.
It might be good! It might be bad.
Whatever it is, only time can tell.
I knew this would happen.
I foresaw that it'd happen.
I identified the targets a long time ago.
I swear though that I'll make your life hell if you ever hurt her.
Okay.
Well today's job wasn't so bad.
At least I hit above 50o. Phew.
Time for more facebook.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 9:46 PM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
FakeDon't act as if you are all that good and that you are all that humble.
That's because it seriously will fall apart with time and people will ultimately still see through your gimmicks.
It has happened before, hasn't it? You know it best.
Whatever happens I'll make sure you don't hurt the people I care for.
I will make sure that if you ever hurt anyone of them I will personally see you crumble to dust.
I swear to that.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 7:05 AM
Friday, December 11, 2009
Jobbie wobbly
I know loads about politics.
I'm serious about that.
I know loads about perspectives and impressions.
I'm also serious about that.
And I don't fucking care how some people view me as long as I know what I'm doing and I know that what I'm doing isn't morally wrong or impractical.
I will forever remain kind and friendly, even if people wish so much to exploit it and ask for more.
And to add on to that, that's all the kindness and friendliness I have. So don't push it.
That's beside the point.
The final conclusion is that my life sucks but I'm just gonna keep trying on and on.
I know that someday, some will start to see that I'm really sincere in all that I do.
That I'm not pretentious, and that I do not deserve all the shit (at all) some are giving me now.
I will survive.
Because I love challenges.
Even if at first they all come making me depressed.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 9:40 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
FoliosisI think I'm perhaps one of the most outdated person ever.
I don't have a MP3.
I don't have a MP3 handphone.
I don't have a camera phone.
I know nuts about Wii,
The latest Nintendo gaming device I have is perhaps the Gameboy SP.
I'm still stuck at Playstation 1.
I don't have a bicycle.
I'm still struggling through the Harry Potter series.
I'm still at book 1 of the Twilight series.
The list goes on.
I don't wish at all to continue.
Because I feel blessed that at least I have a home to live in.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 11:41 PM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Prom night.
Probably the last social event that I'll attend.
It's the same feel I got 2 years ago during AHS prom.
Even after so long. Some things don't change.
I feel happy to have been able to have a last dinner with such a great class.
Yet I feel so sad too.
I shan't sigh.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 12:30 AM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Creation of music.
A discipline that teaches and guides.
Let's aim to that shall we?
Laughed Jun Hao, at 10:34 PM
Don't feel like blogging these few days.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 12:03 AM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Tiger Woods now?
Haha. This world never fails to surprise me...
A levels have OFFICIALLY ended.
The last paper ended off with a nice finishing touch...
But in the middle... Rojak of errors here and there.
Said this to Hweeli and I'll say it again.
I'm kinda worried for my future D:
Never mind!
I will keep trying.
Life's just so full of challenges and I have to live with that fact.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 9:39 PM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Thank you imouto, for always being there for me. :)
Laughed Jun Hao, at 7:59 PM
Monday, November 30, 2009
Many things I'm feeling vexed about.
For now, I'll try to KO them one by one.
Will reply tags later.
Now it's time for me to sleep.
Need to reach 1k need to reach 1k...
Laughed Jun Hao, at 11:13 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
White eyesThis used to be the title of one of my compositions.
Now I'm gonna have it changed, because my Grandpa's having mild cataract.
Hopefully everything will be alright.
I'm sure everything will, because my Grandpa's a righteous person.
Laughed Jun Hao, at 9:26 PM
